Monday, August 24, 2009

It Has Happened

Finally, after many months of waiting .. it has finally come .... my 40th birthday! eep!

Yes, i still can't believe it ... i am sure it will get a while for me to get use to my new number. There has been so many things said about this time of our lives ... life begins at 40 ... midlife crisis .... half of my life has gone by and so many other things. In as much as i want to get away from the stereotyping attitude when it comes when you get to be 40 ... i can't help but get affected.

Yes again, my being 40 has struck me from nowhere and suddenly i have mixed feelings.

Also it coincided with Vin strting to go on sleepover at my mom's house (without me!) that makes me think if i am no longer needed. sob. sniff.

I actually have "idle" time on my lap. What will i do with it?

Maybe that is why people my age (eeep!) start going into fitness programs, travelling spree (i wish!) and other hobbies all of a sudden.

I am actually planning on starting going to a gym (a gym opened near our house a few days ago ... a sign maybe?! Hahahah) and i am now looking at outfits to wear ... hahaha ... i am actually eyeing on a pair of MBT shoes to start me off my trek to physical enhancement ... especially now that i feel my metabolism has slowed down ... heheheh!

I think i am overeacting with the number ... but then again ... not ... i am 40!

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