I have so many things on my mind lately and getting a good night sleep is quite hard to achieve. My papa had a stroke last Sunday and everything is just topsy turvy in my world. He is still in ICU and was aiming for a trabsfer to a regular room yesterday ... we were actually packed to transfer when his blood pressure went high again. We had to increase the dose of the meds that will bring his BP down and forgo the transfer to a regular room for now.
I get aroung 20 texts all through out the night for bp updates in the hospital from my sister who Loren who is doing the night shifts before i go there in the next day. I had asked Christian to absent from work for a couple of days so i could go to the hospital without the kids, and am glad that he is really supporting me.
My back is hurting from the tossing and turning the whole night while i read and ponder on the texts ... i know he will be better really soon and i know God is in control ... but i really cannot discount that all my nervousness is taking its toll on me.
A good friend of mine suggested that i look into getting a
sleep number bed instead of the one we have now so i can somehow feel rested despite the turmoil in my head. I will look into that for sure but i would like to request a small prayer for my papa that he gets better really soon. I will be haeding to the hospital in a bit as soon as i finish some unattended household chores. Ugh!